So it is 4 years now that I am some one's mummy. Jaden's mummy in fact. I have felt beyond overwhelmed, fearful, anxious,major lost of identity, over the last 4 years. Today I feel love, joy and I am okay with not being the "perfect mum" that caused me to have all those initial feelings in the first place. Don't get me wrong I still have major anxiety, and I function daily in an overwhelmed state. My son Jaden when he runs to me and kisses me and tells me all the things a mum wants to hear from her child " I love you mummy". I look into my son's eyes and all I see is happiness. I know that I am going to be okay despite it all. I love being Jaden's mummy and I am starting to love "Naima" as a mother.
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